Saturday, December 29, 2018

"Good night, sweet princesses" -The Four Spirits sculpture

Finally after 50 years, the "Four Spirits Memorial" has made the history of September 15, 1963 complete!
“I call them ‘My Girls.’ When people tell me they’re going to visit the memorial, I ask them to bring the girls flowers, and to put them in the shoe, in the bow or on the bench. They are a constant reminder that this should never, ever, ever happen. Sadly, it does happen — all over the world.”  - sculpture Elizabeth MacQueen


"With her home located just a few miles from the site of this horrific event, MacQueen remembers that day with a great deal of emotion — ruefully recalling how, though she was geographically very close, she lived in a much different world from the African American girls who lost their lives. It was partially that sense of separation, of living in a bubble of racial privilege, shielded from meaningful, albeit terrifying events and experiences, that spurred MacQueen’s desire to strike out from her Alabama home. (Wendy Kostevicki, Special to Pensacola News Journal)


On September 15, 1963 (just a few weeks after the famous March on Washington/ "I Have A Dream" speech), one of the most horrific and deplorable moments in American history occurred at the 16th Street Baptist Church in Birmingham, Alabama.

Photographs of all six children are engraved on the side of the bench.

Denise reaching skyward with 6 doves/ the souls of their spirits being released to heaven.

Addie Mae lovingly adjusting the bow on Denise's dress.

Cynthia seated on the end of the bench reading/ pondering a book...opened to "The Stolen Child" by W.B. Yeats.

Carole looking back toward her friends as if to say, "we'd better get going...it's time to go to church."

Maybe the empty space on the bench represents the lives of the living parents, siblings, relatives, friends, etc. who would never be the same...

From left, Denise McNair, 11; Carole Robertson, 14; Addie Mae Collins, 14, and Cynthia Dianne Wesley, 14, were killed Sept. 15, 1963, when a bomb exploded at the 16th Street Baptist Church in Birmingham, Ala. (AP)

A KKK terrorist attack killed 4 young girls and permanently blinded Sarah Collins as they attended services that morning...but, just hours after the bombing 2 young boys (mostly forgotten by history books) also lost their lives. In the aftermath of the attack, hundreds of people poured into the city streets to mourn, comfort each other, protest the attack, etc. while gangs of white youth and adults taunted and harassed  them/

During these very tense moments, Virgil Ware (shot in the chest while riding the handlebars of his brother's bike) and Johnny Robinson (shot in the back by police as they arrived to "disperse" the crowd) were killed in separate incidents.  Although the murders of Johnny and Virgil were largely overshadowed by the church bombing, they have not been forgotten

16th Street Baptist Church Bombing 1963


Four girls were getting ready for a church lesson entitled 
"The Love That Forgives" on the day the 16th Street Baptist Church was bombed. Get to know some of the people involved in this terrible event in this exclusive video from Studies Weekly.

'In the years leading up to the 16th Street Baptist Church bombing, Birmingham had earned a national reputation as a tense, violent and racially segregated city, in which even tentative racial integration of any form was met with violent resistance. Martin Luther King described Birmingham as "probably the most thoroughly segregated city in the United States."


Unveiling of Four Little Girls Memorial
A memorial to the four little girls killed in the 16th Street Baptist Church bombing was unveiled. The Four Spirits sculpture, made by Elizabeth MacQueen was installed in Kelly Ingram Park, across the street from the church where Addie Mae Collins, Denise McNair, Carole Robertson and Cynthia Wesley, ages 11 to 14, were killed on September 15, 1963.

by Joseph E. Lowery, President Emeritus
Southern Christian Leadership Conference





Eulogy For The Young Victims
Of The Sixteenth Street Baptist Church Bombing

by Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
September 18, 1963, Sixteenth Street Baptist Church, Birmingham, Alabama

[Delivered at funeral service for three of the children -
Addie Mae Collins, Carol Denise McNair, and Cynthia Diane Wesley - killed in the bombing.
A separate service was held for the fourth victim, Carole Robertson.]

This afternoon we gather in the quiet of this sanctuary to pay our last tribute of respect to these beautiful children of God. They entered the stage of history just a few years ago, and in the brief years that they were privileged to act on this mortal stage, they played their parts exceedingly well. Now the curtain falls; they move through the exit; the drama of their earthly life comes to a close. They are now committed back to that eternity from which they came.

These children-unoffending, innocent, and beautiful-were the victims of one of the most vicious and tragic crimes ever perpetrated against humanity.

And yet they died nobly. They are the martyred heroines of a holy crusade for freedom and human dignity. And so this afternoon in a real sense they have something to say to each of us in their death. They have something to say to every minister of the gospel who has remained silent behind the safe security of stained-glass windows. They have something to say to every politician [Audience:] (Yeah) who has fed his constituents with the stale bread of hatred and the spoiled meat of racism. They have something to say to a federal government that has compromised with the undemocratic practices of southern Dixiecrats (Yeah) and the blatant hypocrisy of right-wing northern Republicans. (Speak) They have something to say to every Negro (Yeah) who has passively accepted the evil system of segregation and who has stood on the sidelines in a mighty struggle for justice. They say to each of us, black and white alike, that we must substitute courage for caution. They say to us that we must be concerned not merely about who murdered them, but about the system, the way of life, the philosophy which produced the murderers. Their death says to us that we must work passionately and unrelentingly for the realization of the American dream.

And so my friends, they did not die in vain. (Yeah) God still has a way of wringing good out of evil. (Oh yes) And history has proven over and over again that unmerited suffering is redemptive. The innocent blood of these little girls may well serve as a redemptive force (Yeah) that will bring new light to this dark city. (Yeah) The holy Scripture says, "A little child shall lead them." (Oh yeah) The death of these little children may lead our whole Southland (Yeah) from the low road of man's inhumanity to man to the high road of peace and brotherhood. (Yeah, Yes) These tragic deaths may lead our nation to substitute an aristocracy of character for an aristocracy of color. The spilled blood of these innocent girls may cause the whole citizenry of Birmingham (Yeah) to transform the negative extremes of a dark past into the positive extremes of a bright future. Indeed this tragic event may cause the white South to come to terms with its conscience. (Yeah)

And so I stand here to say this afternoon to all assembled here, that in spite of the darkness of this hour (Yeah Well), we must not despair. (Yeah, Well) We must not become bitter (Yeah, That's right), nor must we harbor the desire to retaliate with violence. No, we must not lose faith in our white brothers. (Yeah, Yes) Somehow we must believe that the most misguided among them can learn to respect the dignity and the worth of all human personality.

May I now say a word to you, the members of the bereaved families? It is almost impossible to say anything that can console you at this difficult hour and remove the deep clouds of disappointment which are floating in your mental skies. But I hope you can find a little consolation from the universality of this experience. Death comes to every individual. There is an amazing democracy about death. It is not aristocracy for some of the people, but a democracy for all of the people. Kings die and beggars die; rich men and poor men die; old people die and young people die. Death comes to the innocent and it comes to the guilty. Death is the irreducible common denominator of all men.

I hope you can find some consolation from Christianity's affirmation that death is not the end. Death is not a period that ends the great sentence of life, but a comma that punctuates it to more lofty significance. Death is not a blind alley that leads the human race into a state of nothingness, but an open door which leads man into life eternal. Let this daring faith, this great invincible surmise, be your sustaining power during these trying days.

Now I say to you in conclusion, life is hard, at times as hard as crucible steel. It has its bleak and difficult moments. Like the ever-flowing waters of the river, life has its moments of drought and its moments of flood. (Yeah, Yes) Like the ever-changing cycle of the seasons, life has the soothing warmth of its summers and the piercing chill of its winters. (Yeah) And if one will hold on, he will discover that God walks with him (Yeah, Well), and that God is able (Yeah, Yes) to lift you from the fatigue of despair to the buoyancy of hope, and transform dark and desolate valleys into sunlit paths of inner peace.

And so today, you do not walk alone. You gave to this world wonderful children. [moans] They didn't live long lives, but they lived meaningful lives. (Well) Their lives were distressingly small in quantity, but glowingly large in quality. (Yeah) And no greater tribute can be paid to you as parents, and no greater epitaph can come to them as children, than where they died and what they were doing when they died. (Yeah) They did not die in the dives and dens of Birmingham (Yeah, Well), nor did they die discussing and listening to filthy jokes. (Yeah) They died between the sacred walls of the church of God (Yeah, Yes), and they were discussing the eternal meaning (Yes) of love.

 This stands out as a beautiful, beautiful thing for all generations. (Yes) Shakespeare had Horatio to say some beautiful words as he stood over the dead body of Hamlet. And today, as I stand over the remains of these beautiful, darling girls, I paraphrase the words of Shakespeare: (Yeah, Well): Good night, sweet princesses. Good night, those who symbolize a new day. (Yeah, Yes) And may the flight of angels (That's right) take thee to thy eternal rest. God bless you.



Thursday, December 27, 2018

"..Christmas, fresh squeezed juice.."


pics by rachelarlia
Glimpse- Life is good. Life is pressing,beautiful yet brief.
1. You get so little juice out of an 🍊 or a grapefruit.
2. The juice tastes so good!
3. It takes so many grapefruits and oranges 🍊 to make a pitcher of fresh pressed juice.
4. Little messy but good.
5. It all goes so quickly, usually no juice leftover!
6. All remember how good it tasted and want to make it year after year. No regret in the effort to make the fresh squeezed juice.
7. Tradition passed on to family- to the next generation.

"Life is fleeting, like a passing mist. 
It is like trying to catch hold of a breath;
 All vanishes like a vapor... 
One generation comes, another goes;
but the earth continues to remain.
The sun rises and the sun sets,
 laboring to come up quickly to its place 
again and again."
Ecclesiastes 1:2,4-5 (VOICE)


pics by rachelarlia

pics by cynthia

Sunday, December 16, 2018

"... sweet affections... Wonder at the price..."

There are matters within which we ought 
to have seen,...which have made headway unnoticed;
 sweet affections which are being blighted
 like flowers in the frost, untended by us; 
glimpses of the divine face which might be perceived if we did not wall up the windows of our soul.
Admire the marvellous sovereign grace
 which could have chosen us
 in the sight of all this! 
Wonder at the price that was paid for us when Christ knew what we should be!


Monday, November 12, 2018

" ..the hope of all the ends of the earth and of the farthest seas..."


pc matt 
🌅♥️

“You leave us breathless when Your awesome works answer us by putting everything right. God of our liberation— You are the hope of all creation, from the far corners of the earth to distant life-giving oceans. With immense power, You erected mountains. Wrapped in strength, You compelled Choppy seas, crashing waves, and crowds of people To sit in astonished silence. Those who inhabit the boundaries of the earth are awed by Your signs, strong and subtle hints of Your indelible presence. Even the dawn and dusk respond to You with joy.”
Psalm 65:5-8 -(Voice)

Saturday, November 03, 2018

" remembrance.."


Today was cool and rainy but a beautiful fall day. The leaves are so colorful.They are falling quickly. One glance at the porch and a flood of memories filled my mind of the many times we have spent time with family on the porch. Remembrance of birthdays, bridal showers, dinners celebrations, wedding rehearsals, and visits of family, friends, and grandchildren.
It was a quiet day but I could recall lively conversation, laughter, and see the faces of dear family and friends. I could remember the taste and smell of the pies and fresh coffee. Remembered touching lives and holding them so close you could feel their heart beating and smell their sweet breath.

I also thought how quickly it passes- like yesterday. I want it all back some days but know that the house usually is quiet now and lives are moving on and transitioning to beautiful times.

"When did the holly berries get red again" recognizing another year has passed and the Thanksgiving and Christmas seasons will be coming soon.

Remembrance a song  that I keep playing revives the memories, recalling God's mercies and all that has been given to me. "You have been so good to me. Oh to think where I would be If not for You."

I take the bread of life
Broken for all my sin
Your body crucified
To make me whole again

I will recall the cup
Poured out in sacrifice
To trade this sinners' end
For Your new covenant 

Hallelujah
I'll live my life in remembrance 
Hallelujah Your promise I won't forget

I'll walk salvation's road
With fear and trembling
Your way borne as my own
As Christ is formed in me

Hallelujah 
I'll live my life in remembrance 
Hallelujah 
Your promise I won't forget

If ever I should lose my way
If ever I deny Your grace
Remind me of the price You paid
Hallelujah 
I'll live in remembrance 

BRIDGE (repeated):
You've been so so good to me
You've been so so good to me
Oh to think where I would be
If not for You
If not for You

As far as heights reach from the depths
As far as east is from the west
So far Your grace has carried me

Until I see You face to face
Until at last I've won my race
Remind me Youʼre not finished yet

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I'll live in remembrance

Words and Music by Chris Davenport & Benjamin Hastings
© 2017 Hillsong Music Publishing


 New Wine is giving me hope for future usefulness.
"I came here with nothing But all You have given me.
"You are breaking new ground So I yield to You and to Your careful hand.
Jesus bring new wine out of me."

In the crushing 
In the pressing
You are making new wine
In the soil I now surrender
You are breaking new ground
                                        
So I yield to You and to Your careful hand
When I trust You I don’t need to understand

Make me Your vessel
Make me an offering
Make me whatever You want me to be
I came here with nothing
But all You have given me
Jesus bring new wine out of me

In the crushing
In the pressing
You are making new wine
In the soil I now surrender
You are breaking new ground

You are breaking new ground

Where there is new wine
There is new power
There is new freedom
The Kingdom is here
I lay down my old flames
To carry Your new fire today

Words and Music by Brooke Ligertwood
© 2017 Hillsong Music Publishing

Tuesday, September 18, 2018

"Rocks are falling ..the weary waking"


'Photo @holjuta
Rocks are falling, the broken calling
To the God who moves the mountains
The Earth is shaking, the weary waking
To the God who moves the mountains 

You’ve gotta move this mountain⛰ 


Dustin Smith, Integrity Music

Listening to this song driving to work Monday morning.
Wondering what was on the minds of the people i saw along the way,
a glimpse into God's heart for them.
Whatever was hard things in their life and how God could move them,
rocks falling, beginnings of the moving of mountains 
in broken lives, the weary restored.
  • Started with a sleep interrupted night
  • News of flooding in the Carolina's
  • Saw a girl walking with headphones, dressed well and smiling, new start
  • Guy with  ball cap, rough beard and steel lunch bucket, slowly walking, why
  • College study with backpack and art project in hand, hurried
  • Bank employee walking,expecting a routine day or not
  • Person walking in crosswalk without acknowledging those patiently allowing her to pass
  • For sale sign on a once beautiful historic house in need of repair, how
  • Empty school buses from the morning run dropping precious cargo, large and small buses 
"I assure you and most solemnly say to you, whoever says to this mountain,
 ‘Be lifted up and thrown into the sea!’ and does not doubt in his heart
 [in God’s unlimited power], but believes that what he says is going to take place, it will be done for him [in accordance with God’s will]."
Mark 11:23 (AMP)

"It may be applied to that miracle of faith,
 which all true Christians are endued with,
 which does wonders in things spiritual. 
It justifies us and so removes the mountains of guilt,
 and casts them into the depths of the sea,
 never to rise up in judgment against us,(MHC) 
Photo@ holjuta
Mt Adams in distance


Thursday, August 23, 2018

" green pastures and quiet waters"

Yes “He can make you lie down in green pastures,
 and lead you beside quiet waters.” (CHS)

“And so here I am, writing about things that are way over my head, the inexhaustible (unsearchable) riches and generosity of Christ. My task is to bring out in the open and make plain what God, who created all this in the first place, has been doing in secret and behind the scenes all along.”
Ephesians 3:8 (Message)

“In love, God will take you where you do not want to go in order to produce in you what you could not achieve on your own. It is uncomfortable grace,
 but it is still divine, tender grace.

The question is, are you allowing moments of hardship and confusion to produce in you a faith that is stronger, or weaker? Have your responses to hardship and confusion drawn you closer to God, or further away?

In each case, it's your choice. So take hold of the new morning mercies that God makes available! How you respond is contingent on whether you choose God or self.” - Paul Tripp

"If you don’t have all the wisdom needed for this journey, then all you have to do is ask God for it; and God will grant all that you need. He gives lavishly and never scolds you for asking."
James 1:5 (Voice)

Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
1 The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
2     He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3     he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
    for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
    through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
    for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
    forever.

Monday, July 02, 2018

Your heart will be where your treasure is


pic whatemsees
for where your treasure is, 
there your heart
 [your wishes, your desires;
 that on which your life centers]
 will be also."
Matthew 6:21 (AMP)

Friday, June 29, 2018

"...to the hardest and the dark.."

“Shaking off the dust as we arise
Awake awake our generation cries
Salvation's song will ring throughout the earth...
To carry out Your love to the hardest and the dark

“Take Courage”
 Lindy Conant and the Circuit Riders

#glimpsenewday 
#flowersofthefield 
#flowersalongtheroad 
#thistles

Sunday, June 10, 2018

"...my God, Light, salvation, stronghold.."

Our pastor Bob today taught on four point of Psalm 27:1
Fear-Killing confidence in God
  • You and God have a personal relationship
  • God is my light in every situation
  • God is my salvation in every situation
  • God is your stronghold 



"The Lord is my light and my salvation—
    whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life—
    of whom shall I be afraid?"
 Psalm 27:1 (NIV)

You and God have a personal relationship


God is my light in every situation



God is my salvation in every situation



God is your stronghold 



Saturday, May 26, 2018

"He is able & higher than the mountains that I face"


pc eholuta
Recently I saw a single gray hair on two separate people. I thought, wow, time passes and they were getting older as I certain am. Reading I gained some encouragement and realized God is able, still on the throne, and faithful in every season we face.
"For the Lord is
He is able, He is faithful
Higher than the mountains that I face
Every season, I will press on
For God alone, is on the throne"

“.. leave your declining years to him, and give your present years to him. Live to him now, and he will never cast you away when you are old.(Charles Spurgeon))

“He knows what it is to have a feeling of our infirmities, that he promises, and he is truth as well as love, that they who wait on him shall renew their strength!”
(Wilberforce)

“Even when you are old, I ·will be the same [am he]. Even when your hair has turned gray, I will ·take care of [sustain; carry] you. I made you and will carry you. I will ·take care of [sustain; carry] and ·save [rescue] you.
Isaiah 46:4 (EXB)


On The Throne (feat. Kari Jobe)

I will walk through the fire
Walk through the darkest night
I will walk through the flood
I won't be overcome, I won't be overcome
I will walk through the trial
Walk through the valley of fear
I will walk through the storm
I won't be overcome, I won't be overcome
For the Lord is
He is able, He is faithful
Higher than the mountains that I face
Every season, I will press on
For God alone, is on the throne
I will walk in Your promise
Walk in Your victory
I will walk in Your power
I won't be overcome, I won't be overcome
For the Lord is
He is able, He is faithful
Higher than the mountains that I face
Every season, I will press on
For God alone, is on the throne
Glorious, victorious
Sovereign over all
On the throne
Infinite, magnificent
Reigning over all
On the throne
Glorious, victorious
Sovereign over all
On the throne
Infinite, magnificent
Reigning over all
You're in control
You're in
On the throne
You're reigning
You're reigning
Songwriters: Jon Egan / Jason Ingram / Kari Jobe
On The Throne lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Essential Music Publishing, Capitol Christian Music Group



Sunday, May 13, 2018

"countless number of sails moving off to the mighty ocean.."



“At times I would rise up, a flash of energetic freedom would dart through my soul, accompanied with a faint beam of hope that flickered for a moment, and then vanished. I sank down again, mourning over my wretched condition.
....My sufferings, as I remember them now, seem like a dream rather than a stern reality.
  Our house stood within a few rods of the Chesapeake bay, whose broad bosom was ever white with sails from every quarter of the habitable globe. Those beautiful vessels, robed in white, and so delightful to the eyes of freemen, were to me so many shrouded ghosts, to terrify and torment me with thoughts of my wretched condition. I have often, in the deep stillness of a summer’s Sabbath, stood all alone upon the banks of that noble bay, and traced, with saddened heart and tearful eye, the countless number of sails moving off to the mighty ocean. The sight of these always affected me powerfully. My thoughts would compel utterance; and there, with no audience but the Almighty, I would pour out my soul’s complaint in my rude way with an apostrophe to the moving multitude of ships.
  “You are loosed from your moorings and free. I am fast in my chains and am a slave! You move merrily before the gentle gale, and I sadly before the bloody whip. You are freedom’s swift-winged angels, that fly around the world; I am confined in bonds of a iron. O, that I were free! O, that I were on one of your gallant decks, and under your protecting wing! Alas! betwixt me and you the turbid waters roll. Go on, go on; O, that I could also go! Could I but swim! If I could fly! O, why was I born a man, of whom to make a brute! The glad ship is gone: she hides in the dim distance. I am left in the hell of unending slavery. O, God, save me! God, deliver me! Let me be free!—Is there any God? Why am I a slave? Meanwhile I will try to bear the yoke. It may be that my misery in slavery will only increase my happiness when I get free. There is a better day coming.”
- Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass, An American Slave written by Himself

The Bitterest Dregs By Frederick Douglass (c. 1818–1895)


Thursday, March 15, 2018

"I'll take every minute you'll give me."



Remembrance 💜
"I'll take every moment
And every minute that you’ll give me
every moment And every minute that you’ll give me
- every minute "
(Every minute-Sara Groves)
📷 @jmarmurph 

Friday, February 23, 2018

"...All I did was praise,bow,stay still..."

"Your love becomes my greatest defense
  It leads me from the dry wilderness...
  All I did was praise
  All I did was worship
  All I did was bow down
  All I did was stay still"

"For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth is named,  that according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith—that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen
Ephesians 3:14-21 (ESV)

Defender 
You go before I know
That You've gone to win my war
You come back with the head of my enemy
You come back and You call it my victory

You go before I know
That You've gone to win my war
Your love becomes my greatest defense
It leads me from the dry wilderness

All I did was praise
All I did was worship
All I did was bow down
All I did was stay still

Hallelujah, You have saved me
So much better Your way
Hallelujah, great Defender
So much better Your way

You know before I do
Where my heart can seek to find Your truth
Your mercy is the shade I'm living in
You restore my faith and hope again

All I did was praise
All I did was worship
All I did was bow down
All I did was stay still

Hallelujah, You have saved me
So much better this way
Hallelujah, great Defender
So much better this way

Hallelujah, You have saved me
So much better Your way
Hallelujah, great Defender
So much better Your way

When I thought I lost me
You knew where I left me
You reintroduced me to Your love
You picked up all my pieces
Put me back together
You are the defender of my heart
[x2]

Hallelujah, You have saved me
So much better this way
Hallelujah, great Defender
So much better Your way
[x2]

All I did was praise
All I need to do is worship
Lord I will just bow down
I'm just gonna stay still

Written by: John-Paul Gentile, Steffany Gretzinger, Rita Springer

Saturday, January 20, 2018

"a moment when the lights went out..One miraculous breath And we’re forever changed"

The words of a song got my attention this morning -
"a moment when the lights went out..The darkest day in history.."
When all was lost He crossed eternity
The King of life was on the move .....One miraculous breath
And we’re forever changed..."




We had a beautiful time at a family wedding! Amazing to be together with our sons and daughters and their children. Our entire family is only able to be all together one or two times a year due to the miles that keep us apart.

Even before the wedding started I was thinking of how fast the time would fly during the time we would be together as a family. And how I wouldn't want our time to end.

It is not unusual for me during a very high time in life to think of the valleys I have been through or those whom I love have been thorough along the way. I recall the mercies new every morning.

I thought of my mother who passed early in life and has not been alive to see any of the 12 present that day for the wedding.

"As the fingers trace the letters of her name in granite"... I wonder why?,
and wonder why my father suffered this loss of his wife and my sister and I experienced the loss of our mother so early. She would not see me or my children marry, or laugh with us and the grandchildren, or great grandchildren.

But I recall and believe "God is always good and we are always loved."

Josephine means --May God add/give increase

"One miraculous breath"  and she was changed And we’re forever changed"

As I was recording in my journal a flood of memories came and a rush of thankfulness for the time we had together.
I try to keep a record of times of gratitude and I record those things I'm thankful for, and also times of trial and answers to prayer and I remember and recall and journal these times... and was thinking about the few days of the wedding and time together and recorded a few of the gifts. Gratitude..

- handmade tulle fabric skirts for the granddaughters
- flowers for the wedding delivered to the neighbor?
- friends help lighten the load
- heavy snow and weather advisory- bringing us together sooner?
- eucalyptus wedding bouquets 
- cathedral viewed from the hotel room wndow
- smiles of the bride and groom
- safety home texts
- sunshine in snowy fields
- grandchildren voices and laughter
- "raindrops" in the eyes
- challenging myself to daily record to a 1000 gifts



"On the day I needed You, I called, and You responded
and infused my soul with strength." Psalm 138:3 (VOICE)


It often happens when I hear a song.. it brings me back and places me on bedrock, solid ground.

All Hail King Jesus

There was a moment when the lights went out
When death had claimed its victory
The King of Love had given up His life
The darkest day in history

There on a cross they made for sinners
For every curse His blood atoned
One final breath and it was finished
But not the end we could have known

For the earth began to shake
And the veil was torn
What sacrifice was made
As the heavens roared

Chorus
All hail King Jesus
All hail the Lord of Heaven and earth
All hail King Jesus
All hail the Savior of the world

Verse 2
There was a moment when the sky lit up
A flash of light breaking through
When all was lost He crossed eternity
The King of life was on the move

Pre-Chorus 2

For in a dark, cold tomb
Where our Lord was laid
One miraculous breath
And we’re forever changed

Bridge
Let every knee, come bow before the King of Kings
Let every tongue, confess that He is Lord
Lift up your shout, let us join with all of Heaven
Singing Holy, Singing Holy
Cry out Holy, Cry out Holy

-Written by Ran Jackson, Peter Mattis, Jeremy Riddle, and Steffany Gretzinger